1 May - Tuesday
Its Labour Day today, a public holiday! The 2 boys are going back to their camp this evening. This weekend break is really good for them. Re-charge them up and get ready for the next challenge!
Was very tired this morning cos of the fun last night. Couldn't hear my alarm ringing...luckily Joel did not wake up too early this morning..
Jim actually planned to go batam with his friends tomorrow (to get his passport stamped and a "real" proof of trip ticket)...but seems like not happening. Think his friend could not get a off day tomorrow. But really hope he gets this thing done quickly so that he can submit his claim and get his money fast cos it going to take a while for the HR to process the claim. So i decided to SMS him to see whether i can go with him instead. Knowing its not going to happen, i still wanna try my luck. Since birth of Joel, Jim and I have never been out alone. He always have this sense of guilt of leaving joel at home. So no point lingering over this when i know he won't enjoy himself with me, without Joel. On the other hand, I seems to be more "realistic". Think once a while we should just let go and enjoy ourself. Going out with Joel does not mean we stop loving him right? I think I have changed over the years, looking things at a brighter side, taking things as it comes. I would just enjoy and let go without thinking much. I used to feel guilty in the past when I had to work, or go out with friends/family and leave Joel at home. But now, I am more +ve about it cos I know he is always in good hands.
Anyway, Jim replied that he is busy closing shop and shall discuss when he comes back. Its not going to happen, i know him enough. I just ask for fun only. He is a 24-filial son and 24-good father. Maybe by the time in future he wants to bring me go anywhere, it will be very awkward cos I'd probably be used to not going out with him anymore.
