Joel woke up very early today, earlier than me. Had breakfast without fuss. Jim is off from today till sunday (clearing leave again). He brought Joel to ah ma house while I went for my usual errands.

Msg Biren this morning with rgds to Hyflux endorsement matter and also to find out if she is keen to invest in the product. Indeed she is keen, but too bad, she bought a Diamond brand last year. Timing is not right. But she will help to pass the word around to see if anyone is interested. She is really a sweet girl. Though she is a famous artiste in Singapore, she has no airs at all. Not that I want to ride on her popularity, its just that I really have no way out. The only thing i can do now is to try to spread the words around so that I do not miss out any opportunity.

Afternoon brought Joel to KKH for spinal bone checkup. It is really getting worst. We are so worried that the bend might cause the lung cage to press against his internal organs. Went for ex-ray and indeed turned out to be quite bad. The plastic brace is of no use to him now. the only way is to operate. Operation again!!! No way!! Anyway, we decided to KIV the matter first as we have to deal with tumor which is more pressing issue. Meanwhile, try to keep him upright as much as we can. Also need to source for a special tailored chair to keep him upright.

One after another....wonder when i can stop worrying and Joel can stop going through the pain and torture? He must have hated me so much for not able to give him a complete life...sigh...we have no money to buy you luxuries, the only thing we can afford free of charge is ENDLESS LOVE AND CARE. Yes, its true. Each time you suffer, we too! You are every inch of our flesh...