Thank god! Joel is much better today. The family doc came back from holidays and we brought joel to see her this morning. My goodness! can't imagine the crowd after a week close of the clinic. Anyway, joel seems to be better after the medication.
last night was chaotic. I was in total daze. Joel was groaning in pain in the evening. It was really non-stop and tears were rolling from his eyes. We knew he must be really in great pain or else usually he won't react like this. Since he couldn't vocalise, we really had no clue where exactly is he feeling uncomfortable. I was really worried that he might be having severe headache (cos the tumor in his head can lead to severe headache). 2gu suggested that we send him to hospital but i knew that even if he goes to hospital, those junior doc wouldn't know what's wrong with him too. Luckily after taking a tab of painkiller, he was much calm down.
You know those few hours was so painful to bear...esp seeing his tears rolling down. Joel is a strong-willed boy, he doesn't shed tears unnecessary. So this time roung he must be really in great pain. Jim rushed all the way home from work. Think his heart must be beating fast on the way back. Sigh....tough life. Think is about time we look into his tumor problem. Running away from reality is going to put more pain on the boy. We will let joel go for another MRI to see how the tumor has changed. Really pray that it vanish out of the blue.
This whole week has been a tough one since joel fell ill last friday. Mentally stressed up! Hope he gets better and we can bring him for swimming. I mustn't let myself down...got to hang on there for Joel. This is your life...you got to face it. Whatever you owe in your past lives got to return this life. No way to change it. So face the fact and move on!!!!
